I hava a friend that is older than me that I have gotten very attached too. Recently we had a misunderstanding and I ended up suicidal. I could not imagine living without her in my life.

We worked things out but I know this is my last chance. I know that making a person that important that I would take my own life if I lost her is not good. But I don't know how to break the attachment. I have backed away from emailing her but I miss her when I don't hear from her. I am no way in love with her, this is more of a mom type attachment.

I am looking for brutal honesty and I will try to respond. Cavi