No, I have not mentioned this to my T, I've just gotten a new T last month. My major issues to work on are my Anxiety and Depression that keep me from living the life I'd like to live.

I will tell my T eventually when I feel the time is right, but I don't know why I do it. I guess because I wish I was someone else, someone who is more loved and who gets more attention than I do. I do wish horrid things on my self and then I think why did I just think that?!

At other times, I do try and hide some things that have happened to me out of shame, but lately I've realized that being straight forward about my problems is the only way to get them solved; even if I think my T will look down on me. I too over value my relationship with my T, which sometimes I think I didn't so much.