I've only overheard one person say it, and they were talking about me quite literally when I was 5 feet away and could hear them say it. People are always talking about me like I'm not there or don't notice. And people don't apparently like the fact that I have good hearing. Is it eavesdropping if I'm at work, I'm 5 feet away, they won't talk to me, but they talk about me. I'm supposed to sit there staring at the ground while they say bad things about me. Oh and if I'm sitting there staring at the ground I'm supposedly doing something that begins with an M word. Don't know how that started. (Don't know if I can say the word on the forums, but someone accused me of it and all I was doing was staring at the ground). And this person accused me in a tone of voice like whatever I said the answer was yes. Can you understand why I'm confused? I can't talk to people without saying the wrong thing. I can't not talk to people without being accused of things I've never done or thought about doing at work. I want to quit, but everyone everywhere treats me this way and I don't know how to make it stop. In class there was this lady with hair that was blocking what I was trying to read on the blackboard and I kept trying to move so. I could see it, but apparently that is staring at the back of her head. Nobody tells me what I'm doing wrong, they just complain about it to everyone else. If they'd tell me what I was doing wrong, and told me how I could fix it. Instead of telling on me for things I wasn't doing then I'd gladly fix whatever it was. Yet people will tell their friends, their coworkers, even the professor or the boss, but never bother to tell me how to not offend them. So lately I've decided that I'd start turning in all the little things they're doing to me. Since they won't play nice I won't either. I'm tired of being walked on. I shouldn't have to be accused and found guilty without the slightest chance to prove myself innocent. Edit, it's partly a problem of why I seem to be in more troubke than most people for nothing more than me just not understanding social situations. And partly me being confused because it seems like everything I do is a reason for people to kick me in the teeth.
Last edited by Fleury29; Jun 08, 2013 at 01:14 AM.
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