I know it does not make sense, but I worked with these people for a long time. We were all very close. We wnnt to each other's weddings, shared pregnancies, motherhood and fatherhood, attended each other's parents funerals, and so one. They are all wonderful. I truly believe I was invited because we do have a friend who is getting married out of state and they thought I would want to celebrate with them.

These people have been out of my life because I shut them out. They did not desert me. Like I said, I did not and do not want them to see what I have become.

ps. I was their boss and they were the hardest working, dedicated pgroup I have ever worked with.