First he told me he wouldnt leave town this wkd, of course he changes his mind. My family is all in Europe, and I really emotionally need him. I'm always scared to be alone, but he doesnt get it. None of my friends' husbands go outta town to play stupid games. I'm sick of it. He does it as an escape from reality. I can never escape the reality of the hell im living in. idk what 2 do. Im really too depressed to hang out with friends today, and i have a bad cold anyway. Im so sick of him being insensitive. He literally gets mad @ me when i cry and have bad panic attacks. He needs to grow up and quit acting like he's in high school otherwise, im not sure i can deal with this longterm. I dont mean to sound needy, im just sick of his sensitivity.