I have been dealing with this horrible emotion of jealousy lately. About 6 moths ago my first love from 20 years ago separated from his wife and we began seeing each other. He said they were both seeing other people and that they were headed for divorce. Well now they are back together. They have a 5 year old child and he wants to keep his family together. I don't know why this news is hitting me so hard. I want him to be happy and of course want what is right for his child, etc. but I feel very hurt and jealous of his wife. I guess I got my hopes up that we could maybe have a future together and it felt really good being together again, but he belongs to someone else and I am really hurt. I don't know how to deal with these feelings of hurt and jealousy. Any advice? Thanks