Being from the US and a mix of many heritages, i have spent alot of my life feeling disconnected from a particular culture and ceremonies. My grandma used to tell me stories that her dad was full blooded native american, and i hung onto that my entire childhood. As i grew older, and dated NA men, i found most of them hate the whites for the atrocities against their people. Same goes for African Americans.
I have been ashamed of my own people, and sorry for being disliked based on these events.
Sans