Hello everyone!

Anyone else feel like they are just existing? That every day is just so mundane and trivial? I am not suicidal or anything I'm just sad.

My boyfriend broke up with me months ago, and we still maintain a solid friendship. But it will never go anywhere or have any future in it. The thing is I am not even looking for a man. There have been prospects but I shy away because face it, I'm just not ready.

But I feel ready for something. Anything. I am too anti-social to go join any kind of group or activity, but I am happy to report I am too lazy to even go to a bar and sit there by myself, so at least I'm not drinking myself into a coma!

I don't know I guess I just wanted to rant. If anyone else has similar experiences of just existing, please share your thoughts and what you feel about it.

Thanks for reading.