oh inky!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))))
Go ahead and ask the church that is helping you if they have any other options other than that site you go to. You just never know, but maybe someone there will eventually be able to help you get off the street, you know?
Oh I feel so for you inky!!! Please do all you can to be safe.
Oh and without a T!!! Ok, you must be one strong person to be having to withstand all this now.