I had a really bad nightmare last night which really brought up a lot of emotion (which I am running from) , questions, feelings (also wanting to run from) and I have been fighting all day to not cut or burn!!!!! deep down I know dam well it will not help but just a second but then again if I do it at the right spot it would help tremendously!!!! I only hnave I think 56 days tomorrow anyways so who cares.