I felt that since I'm a nonwhite person, then I am not precious in the eyes of God. That's how I felt simply because the majority of my ethnicity don't really associate with someone who follows a western religion, in their opinion. Well, I just wish I had the courage to say Well I'm not going to let you tell me that only you have the right to believe in God because you're either white or hispanic. I'm going to tell you that I'm included as well.