My fiancée and I got into a fight yesterday. We fight a lot and sometimes it makes me feel like I'm worthless and like no one cares. But yesterday was different. He was saying he felt like killing himself because he was depressed and felt like no one cared about him and that no one would care if he did. I wanted so bad to tell him and show him I do care and that no matter what happens between us I will always love him and care, but no matter what I would say or do, he wouldn't believe me. I told him if I make him that miserable I would rather us not be together than for him to kill himself. So he said he was going to leave. I stepped in front of him and he pushed me and got pissed and almost left. At that moment I didn't know what to do. I just wanted to cut myself so bad that I couldn't hold out anymore. I grabbed one of his knifes and cut my thigh 5 times. It was so bad I had to go to the hospital and have them sewn back up. Now I have a LOT of stiches for the next 12 days and I'm in very severe pain. All because I decided to be stupid I will never cut again!