I know it is hard, but there are a lot of people in this world. Her breaking things off is awful, but it isn't a sign that you can't find someone or that you aren't good enough to be with someone. Losing someone you love is heart breaking. You have had a lot happen to you recently and I can sense how overwhelmed you are with it all. Try to take care of yourself. Don't let this bring you down. It is ok to he sad from it all, but all is not lost.