An additional note, somewhere along the way maybe, or maybe even from the start of knowing what feelings are, I have accepted as much as one can, that pain/loss/hurt/heartbreak are just all I will ever know.
Nothing more. It doesn't make anything easier, I am still this way, the way I described below.
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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