Welcome faith_tx!

I think you will find lots of people who have experienced similar issues, although everyone's experience is different.

Does this sound familiar?

** These survivors experience the flashbacks and intrusion of trauma memories, sometimes not until years after the childhood abuse, with dissociative experiences of distancing, "trancing out", feeling unreal, the ability to ignore pain, and feeling as if they were looking at the world through a fog.

There are different types of dissociative disorders, I have been dx'ed by a psychiatrist and psychotherapist with PTSD/DDNOS.

** Read more here...

It does not sound like DID to me, but I am not a Dr. or professional.

I think you'll find some info here... Spectrum

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