Hey Hartford,
I can kinda relate to what you're going through. I haven't been diagnosed but am sure I have it. For years, everything had to be in even numbers. Then as I've gotten older, I have such a huge fear of something bad happening to myself, family, friends, and my dog (who is like a child since we aren't able to concieve). I get these flashes in my head of something just terrible happening and it literally freaks me out. Like you, I try my HARDEST not to think of this stuff but I can't stop. It almost feels like someone has taken control over my thoughts. I had a breakdown last night with my husband. I cried my eyes out because I feel like I have no control over anything now. I have an appointment this Friday so I'm hoping to get this in order. I hate it that someone else has this but like you said, it is a relief to know there are others who can relate.