I guess I should say rough month. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I'm fighting the urge to run, to just up and leave everything behind. I have the best of everything in my current situation, but there are people that are now trying to push me away from my hapiness, making me feel that I shouldn't be with the one I love. I'm tired of being treated by my friends as if I'm stupid, that I can't say or do anything right.

I can't do anything or say anything without getting *****ed at, "you should do that", "why do you do this so much", "this doesn't belong to you".

I'm tired of it.

Even if I assert myself, I'm still walked upon, and have my words turned on me and shoved back down my throat. I feel that my input and my words are of no importance anymore.

The only person that doesn't do this is my significant other <3. He wants me to talk with the person that is the major culprit behind this. The only thing is, is that talking to her is like pulling teeth, if I say my griefs, she pulls the "poor me, I'm worse off than you, you need to stop complaining so much."

This is why I feel there is no safe place for me anymore, my journal is no longer the therapy that it had originally started out to be, because if I complain, I'm immediately jumped on by those that I once considered my friends.