Hello I hope you are doing bettr at this time. there should be other options for your mental health that will treat you for free in the county that you are in, you should ask your therapist to recommend someone at county mental health so that you can still go to counseling. You need to see someone to help you cope at this time. Is there a womans shelter to help you that you could go to in your area. they generally are somewhat safer than a homeless shelter. Also Salvation Army and Jobs and Family services may be able to help you with housing or Catholic Charities or the Catholic Diocese in your area will help you with housing. Your therapist may can help you with housing as well, along with metropilitan housing in your area. I am going to leave you my email address in case you need more help I will be gald to search the internet to find you help if you eamial and give me a city and state to do a search for you to find housing, and other resources that you may be in need of. I really feel that you need to staty in counseling since you are so distraught at this time. I hope things get better for you soon. Maybe you should think about going to legal aide and getting a restraining order reinstated for your mental safety. Take care Soidhonia my email address is neohiodbsa@yahoo.com all emails that come to this email address are sonfidential.