Hello I hope things are going better for you at this time. Have you talked to your therapist about your concerns, it is possible that the therapist can help you with coping skills at this time, and a medicaiton adjustment if you are getting too stressed in the situation you are in at this time,. I would hate to see you disrupt your holidays because you are having such a hard time, with your environment. I hope things work out for you soon. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia