hi again mike
from my childhood abuse when I actually spoke out, nothing got done about it, and I would hear adults calling me a liar, or he wouldn't do that he's a good man....I was a child and no-one was there for me, I don't know if whether I blame myself, but I do blame a lot of people for knowing and doing nothing about it.

I feel that my relationships are based more on a sexual relationship rather than a companionship, men are with me for sex, is how I feel about it, they don't respect me, or support me and I do feel like i'm with holding sex from my partner because I don't believe he's with me for anything else and that does make me feel dirty