Hello I hoep you are doing better at this time. I always regard the type of behavior of your fathers as sheer BS. I always keep this motto handy in case of someone like your father(. What part fof wrong is right. )It helps me to understand that even though people make the wrong decision, it was just wrong and not life condemning. There are many people that have reacted in the wrong manner but it is their wrong and not yours. You are not your father, and you can not control the actions of your father, and if you think as I do, that your father is in control of HIS actions and not yours, you will feel a lot better and can stop wondering what happened, that you were not includud in the will. It is your fathers loss. There are NAMI and DBSA support groups that may help you find some support for your concerns. The hotline number is 1-800-273-TALK if you need to talk to someone about how you feel. I sincerely feel that you should call your therapist and Dr immediately so that they can help you with your feelings. And if the word sheer BS comes up, about how your fathers actions, dont say I didnt warn you. NAMI and DBSA can be found on the internet and are both good meetings and are a lot of comfort and support and fun. I hope the best for you take cae Soidhonia