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Originally Posted by 5678scream
I have been seeing my current therapist for over a year now. And I still feel like I am dancing around issues. My memory is horrible, and I just feel that if, if only if, I could remember things when growing up, that I would have something to talk about in therapy. As it is, I am fighting an invisible dragon. And now I am afraid that I am going to be kicked out for not working hard enough, or doing enough. If you have PTSD or can remember a trauma, at least you know what you are up against. I do not know, yet I know that I feel like *****, my self-esteem is low, I have severe social anxiety, yet how can I work on my issues if I don’t know where they originate from? Isn’t that a must for me to grow and get better? Any words of advice or understanding would be greatly appreciated.
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I just read this. I've just been told I have unsettled abandonment issues I think it stems from my childhood...I'm going to be working on that issue with my counselor...sometimes I wish I could snap my fingers and have a somewhat normal life...but perhaps when we help each other get through another day we become stronger people for it...
