Thankyou all of you you dont know how much your replies meant to me,i really needed some sort of comfort from some where, hugs i guess and you gave them to me, i was going AA twice a week but had to stop for a while because of commitments at home,i going to start back up again next week, as for therapy , to get it free you have to be referred by your Gp. i will gain the strengh i have to , it's just fear that's holding me back, conqour that and i'am free.......
gismo x