Dearest Elektra ~ NO ONE is ever a mistake!!! NO ONE. God made you and put you on this earth, and God does NOT make mistakes!!!
My parents never showed ME any love or attention either, but I certainly don't want to DIE. There are plenty of wonders in this life! Look around you, my friend and THINK of them -- the stars, the universe, perhaps even the age of the trees, the oceans, rivers, streams -- there's a myriad of things that are wonders!!!
Not only that but YOU are cared about! Never question that --- you are important to US. You belong to this family!!!

God bless you Elektra, and take care. Hugs, Lee