I basically saved her life and I forgive her for my inner peace but the friendship has been shady and rocky for at least 10yrs of 20 and I am done with her indefinitely.I say that in a happy outlook.Even if she does come back and apologies and realize I saved her life.I accept but done with her.
I saved her life because the town we live in has 2 hospitals and the one emergency room she went to wanted to do an exploratory surgery on her WHOLE STOMACH!!!She has so much inflammation she would of been dead or bowels would have got severe damaged!!!!She was going to let them till I went to hospital.(I have some medical background so I am knowledgable)
I explained to her that they had no diagnosis for her and basically were going to put her on the table and dissect her like a frog!I explained how it could do a lot of damage or kill her.I got her moved out of that hospital because I talked to the M.D.s and advocated for her.She was sent to the best hospital in the city,nice big luxury room,Speciality M.Ds,talked to the M.D.s everyday,comforted her, and she hurt me and she knew she did!I know this for a fact because I told her....no apologies....instead she get's on Facebook and calls me a fake because I never returned to hospital
She has tormented me the past 2years of my sickness...she would say things like "she was my only friend" just hateful untrue negative things.
Now who is consuming the hate?I refuse to walk around with hate on my back and I refuse to have a friendship where I am disrespecting and not appreciated!!!I will not let this hate consume me...I already forgave her for my inner peace.But now I am facing what my T told me about a relapse in my recovery!
