I think it is odd that your Pdoc said you probably had bipolar and weren't on the right meds for that. Then he doesn't give you the right meds. And you don't see him for two months with possible bipolar? I would go to another pdoc and be totally hones so he/she can give you the help you need. So a proper diagnosis is given and you are put on the right meds. I'm not a dr and can't diagnose but I would get a 2nd opinion. I went to ten different pdocs and they all said I had bipolar but I didn't want to accept it. Now I'm on meds, go to therapy, and try to help others with BP. I had to accept it and it was hard for me. Good luck.