God I wish I could really cuss here, but oh well.

I *know* I'm an immature child right now, but I really want some attention. F*k me. I want my family to call or text me back. But I don't want to say "I'm in a really bad place." I mean, which I am, but I don't want to sound the alarm. So I'm venting it here. F*k the stupid B*s*t that my family likes to go through. God d*m it. I just want to talk plainly and openly to SOMEONE, ANYONE in my family. Is that so much to ask?