Are you in therapy, Kay-tee? You mentioned a Psych ward, so I'm thinking that maybe you are.

If you are, please talk to your therapist about this because when my best friend of MANY MANY years died earlier this year, I was a basket case! I cried for days on end, and it really devastated me. So if she WAS your best friend, no, I don't think this is normal.

I do think you need to talk to your therapist about this. You may be stuffing your emotions -- and you need to find a way to open up, and let the emotions "flow." Stuffing emotions isn't good for you. It makes you sicker.

Let us know what happens, and how you're doing. God bless, and please take care. Hugs, Lee