I've been seeing doctors for about one and a half decades, and I've been on numerous medications. I know what disorders I have, and I have been getting them treated. A few years ago I could barely be alone in a room with a lot of guys, and that has changed significantly. And feeling unattractive and repulsive doesn't just refer to looks, though I know what I see in a mirror and I am disgusted by it.
I just don't attract men. Except for the odd ones.