today i asked him: were u ever interested in me or this was all a joke? first he says of course i did, ur interesting and pretty.
i was relieved then he just kills me, says my life is all jumbled up, dont demand. i said isnt demanding... i thought u didnt like me when we met.
his reply: u have a lot of qualities and i like u as a friend!!!
me: ouch. why was i "babe" and now im a "friend"?
him: never was more than a friend, i like u, u have plenty of characteristics that i like...

CAN SOMEONE KILL ME?? :'(

I asked about his attitude... flirt and asking about ex and jelousy... he just said we were getting to know each other and blablabalabla

NOW IM THE ONE DREAMING? U ****ING KIDDING ME???
eventually he said im not looking for a relationship. im single and will be for indeterminate time!!!! is he ****ing kidding me? did he forgot to mention it when he ****ing asked me 50000000 times to see me on skype, tell me how he liked me mad, how i looked more beautiful if i smiled???? CAN SOMEBODY KILL ME CAZ IM SICK OF THIS **** :'( I MUST HAVE SOME ****ING THING WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD SAYING SCREW WITH ME CAZ U CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!