Thanks for sharing. I understand what you are going through. I found it interesting that you had to have numbers even. I get a little more relaxed when I see my odometer in my car change 1000 miles or have a pattern like 12321 or so on. I never thought about that having anything to do with it but it does release some stress for me. Isn't it weird and kind of funny? I have to wait until the 27th before I see anyone next. It has been helping me to talk about it. I hope you get to feeling better soon. You are welcome to IM me anytime.