I usually feel like a child. I definitely don't feel like I'm the age that I am, which is 35. I don't feel that I react to things in an adult manner sometimes. I was just accused of acting like a baby by someone yesterday and you know what? I was. My behavior was totally childish. But when I feel cornered or like I'm about to be rejected or heck, sometimes even just bored the childish reactions come out. It's just awful.