I'm wondering what the significance is of having the label? Whatever you have (EDNOS, bulimia, anorexia or ???) is causing you stress and harm. It's something you know you want to overcome.

I think I understand that you have a therapist but he/she doesn't specialize in EDs.

You may just be venting and not looking for advice, but for others who are also reading, I offer this...(keep what you like and ignore the rest!)

Celebrate Recovery is a Christian based organization that offers 2 hours of free counseling once a week, and depending on where you live you could potentially go to more than one a week. They ususally have ED groups. A rabbi/pastor/priest may also be able to provide free counseling, and of course there are free support groups and online support groups like ABA, FAA or even OA.

Keep on writing here too! We're a very supportive group in all stages of disease and recovery.

All the best,
Bub