I feel like that if I don't take my meds. Maybe you need to talk to your pdoc about adjusting your meds. When I first got sick it took about two years to find the right combination of meds for me to be a happy, well-adjusted, functioning person. Also, breakups have a tendency to get you down and make you feel the way that you do. You probably feel even more so down these days because of the breakup. It will take time, but it will get better.