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Jun 10, 2013, 08:34 AM
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Member Since: Aug 2012
Posts: 30
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I haven't been on in a few months. I tried to just ignore everything that's been going on in my head and it worked for a little but now it's back with a vengeance. I don't understand why this happens to me, why I constantly have to be so down....I just want to be happy and free of this mental torment. I almost feel as though that is where my mind wants to be in some kind of miserable emotional state. Just to torture myself. I hate it!!! I know I deserve better than this I know I can break free. I can be strong! I have to keep fighting..... Please Please god rid me of this self-inflicted torture. 
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