I don't consciously feel a need to die, but that's one of the things I spontaneously scream occasionally. Maybe that feeling of needing to die is just under my surface. I will have to try to think about this (as much as my meds will allow, that is).

Elektra_, if you were to suddenly stop posting, someone here would ask, "Where's Elektra?" An unknown number of people out there, people who read and never post, would wonder the same. "Where's the Elektra who put words to my thoughts?"