Yes, and there is deep down a small girl, i m escaping growing up i guess....i m mourning inside and delaying growing. why?
and i m keep blaming life unfair, blaming others , blaming myself......
it is like a water pump been dragged all the water,it is so dry and exhausted.....

Do u love life still, ?or feel alive and fresh?

and i find there r also a few other abused girls, all refuse to grow up. we all wish to always staying in darkness as a little victim girl.....