Hi everyone who's posting here, it's good to read from you. No, we're not alone because we're all here but it's horrible that feeling of being alone. I am also having these feelings most of you describe, for about a year with no lift in my mood. Fighting to survive doesn't really seem like enough to me. Today for example it doesn't really get me thru the day - internally I'm screaming since I woke up. I'm glad you (all) found the forum. It's been a really helpful outlet to me since I found the site in May. Please keep discussing, supporting, and message me anytime you like.

Hugs,

Gracez