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I stopped taking my Adderall every day back in September when I suddenly stopped going to work because of how my pdoc said something in a voice mail to me that I associated with something from my ptsd history.

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Inky, that is something you needed to discuss with your T, hon.

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Of course, he called my T, but I didn't care. I knew it would happen eventually. I can't believe it took this long before he did!

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I agree with you! This has been too long in coming.

Please let us know how the T appointment helped you last night? If we don't hear I hope it's because you are in hospital getting some much needed help and rest from all this hyper-vigilance. ((((hugs)))) You are strong, really you are...I wish you could feel your strength, as you need to right now. It's ok to cry...it doesn't mean you aren't going through (and have gone through) tough times.