Well as for my DX it was a simple "Drug induced psychosis" due to the fact that I was able to recover, get off meds, and have zero remaining side effects. That being said I need to have zero contact with certain drugs now as they will flair up symptoms of psychosis (even nicotine will give mild symptoms), but to be realistic I am one of the lucky ones as I have no permanent long term diagnosis. I am a very smart person (IQ~150ish), yet I realize this means nothing in life. Yet I fell my logical take on the world combined with my experienced has led to a certain jaded take preventing me from connecting with other people on a deeper emotional level. I feel like my interactions with others almost takes on a studied approach rather then a natural one. I do understand that love is not something I can rush, it will require finding the right circumstance and person to experience what should be natural. Yet I have been in a couple of relationships since my recovery and have been unable to experience what I was hoping to find. I can care for people, but find it impossible to find that spark or chemical reaction that most people experience. I am always up for discussion, so feel free to ask me anything.