I have a chat with my patents after my second failed attempt with suicide but they think I'm doing tis for attention. My mum had made an appointment for evaluation on June 18th bit they want me to wrap this case up since its very humiliating for them. I was seen by a doctor before who diagnosed mania but referred me to a more qualified doctor. I am messing my while life up and if I don't get into even the college I want, there wouldn't be really a purpose to my life!