I like the 24 hour rule, I've recommended it to others myself. The trouble is that I've been going on a lot longer than just a few days with this. I know I need to see someone about this, but the reality of my situation is that I can't right now. I've got about another month or so until I can. I don't know how much longer I can maintain. I have no idea what might happen if I can't. I'm not saying I'm suicidal or homicidal or anything like that, but I'm not sure what I might do. What I want to do is just fall off the face of the earth for a while. The frustration that builds up in me is painful. What does a person do when they are so dissatisfied of their life? I feel so guilty for feeling that way because of my daughter and my wife, even considering all I can't stand about our relationship. I wish she and my wife were enough for me to be happy.