I must be honest, I've been emotionally flatline for a very very long time. I have been able to rationalize most things and forget about them very quickly. This is the only thing that lingers in my mind. It's a mild sense of sadness coupled with an intense need to work it out of my system. I started a blog to write it out of my system and it is slowly working because I like to write poetry (or my own version thereof) and doing so is slowly allowing me to change my feelings for her from intense love to merely seeing her as a muse.

I suppose the worst thing of it is really that I have been made to feel foolish because I care so much about another person.