What a great way to start the day. I feel so sad. Just so sad, empty and alone. No one who hasn't been here can understand this and it's just impossible to explain. It's like my heart and my head are crying for all the sadness in the world and all the sadness in me. How can I repair all the damage done to me when I was so young? They say they can help. I'm so tired of it all. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. I'm scared. Are you?