Oh Mandy, I'm so sorry! You have a lot going on, I'm glad you are trusting us with all of it. I know how difficult that is.
I know the fear you speak of. All of it. I understand the spiral and I'm sorry that happened to little Mandy.
Are you going to court alone with son? Maybe you need to take a safe friend. At least try to schedule a visit with T or a phone call.

Mandyfins
(((( son ))))
I'm here for you.