OH yesterday I did something very good.

I was very anxious about "Omg we have to move in Sept." I couldn't sleep well and I was just anxious. I got up with that omg feeling..I was remembering all the times in my childhood and teenager years of moving, fighting, fear of where to go and just chaos.
Then I remember that good old saying, anxiety is due to you are living in the future, and depression is due to your living in the past..... this is the first time that this has worked for me, but still.... i remembered it.

So I told myself-- Self, lets try to take this energy and the perceptive as-- this is time to get organized and I did just that-- i organized our "junk closet" which drives me up the walls any ways, and I packed up my fabric and yarn because I have no projects i am doing right now... And I started packing up my paints, but they are easy to get to if i need a break from reality any time soon too.

Winter clothes already packed (check!)...
that was a real good thing- didn't spend a day anxious and sitting around with what to do, what to do, what am i going to do!!!!!