So basically I told her that I have conflicting emotions. On one hand, I love her dearly. Truly love her, and want the best for her. That tells me I should let her go so she can find someone not as screwed up as I am.
On the other hand, i'm a selfish prick, and I can't bear the thought of not being with her.
We'll see how that turns out. I have a feeling I should have stayed in bed today.
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After 38 years together, it is with great sorrow that I announce that reality and I have filed for divorce due to irreconcilable differences.
We tried to make it work, but we just have different views on the world, different goals, and plus, between you and me, reality is crazy and refuses to take it's meds.
DX: BP2, GAD, ADHD, PTSD (Probably other acronyms)
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