Hey,

Thanks for your reply and suggestions. It's comforting to hear that this will pass, because seriously... waking up every morning like this is not nice. I guess I've just been left feeling like an idiot by the whole relationship and it's got stuck in my subconscious. I've never done well with uncertainty -- I'd rather an axe just swung than waiting for it to swing. This time, it's really messed with my head.

However, it's good that I've also been able to critically reflect and realise that while I might not be perfect and this relationship may not have been right for me (and that I let it go on way longer than it should have), I do deserve to be treated with respect.

I'll be staying away from relationships for a while, I think!