Still having a really hard time motivating myself. I know that the fact that I look like crap is contributing to my feeling like crap, but I can't seem to get myself to do anything about it. Just found out the the financial aid refund I've been waiting for so I can get my books wont be available until thursday, which messes with plans that I'm already having a hard time convincing myself to keep. Things are quickly begining to go down hill, again...