...I wrote something over a year ago ...before I freaked out and left and then returned and so goes it!

there is a distinction that MUST be made here...and every fuking where!

and that is..."emotional incompetence does not equate to unstreetsmart and worldy un-intelligence"

...makes me think...that maybe I should just rest my head in the lap of a stranger and surrender!!

but that has always proved to only be in their benefit cashing in on my vulnerability!

there is no-one more vulnerable ..and yet more creative and more outstanding than a free psycho!

yeah funny!..I don't exactly mean psycho...in the stereotypical sense.

...what I am actually reffering to is myself... a personal psycho..

a personal brilliance
a personal expert at surviving!

if anyone can get this far in life without killing themself?

despite all the efforts...

it offends me that anyone can attempt to aquaint themselves with the experience...and tell me what to do about it.